stressed + tired...

im so tired...

im so stressed...

i have lost count of the number of days i fell asleep on my desk...

my housemates are all asleep...

as usual im not the first...

the thought of giving up crossed my mind again...



dilemma...



wat the hell am i pushing myself so hard for...

why cant i be contented with juz a "pass".

is distinction really that important to me...



confusion...



is it really for myself...?

is it juz to feed my ego...?

or it is to prove to others that i have the ability to do it...?



time will soon tell...