money... money... money...

it's always about money...

no matter where we go...

wat we do...

we have to consider our budget...

this is esp true for people like me...

people from average families...

people from not so well off families...



sherry...

a rather close fren of mine in newcastle might not be coming back next year...

coz her family is having difficulties supporting her education here...



there goes another good fren...

1 less familiar face i see in studio...

1 less familiar face i see on the net...



our conversation abt our education here reminds me of many many stuff...

the loan i had to pay the bank...

the gratitude i had to return to my parents and siblings...

the encouragement and support my friends had showed me...

the warmth and love that still exist in this decaying society...




if only the world isnt so realistic...

if only the world isnt so materialistic...

if only the world would be a little kinder...

if only the world would be a little more compassionate...

if only...



call me childish...

call me immature...

call me anything u like...



but this is how i perceive the world...



cold...

stone hearted...

uncompassionate...

unkind...

the list could just go on and on...

if only my sub-standard vocab permits...



i pray...

i wish...



the world be a little more accomodating to people like me...

like sherry...

and others who are ladened with a loadful of financial burdens...