something is wrong...

with me...

hasnt been able to focus on my work recently..

hasnt been able to think clearly too...



the mind seems to be clouded everyday...

seems to be busy with something...

but i just dunno what is it...



it's not abt family that's bothering me...

neither is it finances this time...

dun think it's bgr either...



it's just not anything i can think of...

not tangible...

not intangible...



a day can just flash thru and i dun realize it...

the attention to the happenings ard me doesnt seem real to me...

im kinda like lost in a world of my own...



a world tat does not exist in reality...

but it exists in my mind...

and it seems so real to me...



work was the top priority for me previously...

now it isnt...

i dunno what is now...



feeling so depressed...

feeling despondent...

feeling lost...



i feel so sick...



might be the moon...