sometimes i...

sometimes i wish the whole world would just leave me alone...

sometimes i wish i can sever all ties with the mortal world...

sometimes i wish the whole world would be more senstitive to other's feelings...

sometimes i wish i can walk out of the haunted past and live life anew...

sometimes i wonder why i have friends who are so insensitive...

sometimes i wonder why i have relatives who are so big mouth...

sometimes i wonder why i cant live a simple and ordinary life like the others...

sometimes i wonder why must i always be in the limelight of everyone's attention...

sometimes i wonder why must i always be the topic of everyone's conversation...

sometimes i wonder why i cant never walk out of this haunted past...

sometimes i wonder why everyone have to bring my haunted past back to haunt me...

sometimes i wonder why i always have to be the one giving...

sometimes i wonder why cant i be on the receiving end...

sometimes i wonder why am i not the one knocked down by a car...

sometimes i wonder why am i not the one who got killed in a armed robbery...

sometimes i wonder why am i not the one who just drop dead from cardiac arrest...

sometimes i wonder why i continue to live such an unhappy life...

sometimes i wonder why i have to live behind a mask to face the world...

sometimes i wonder why i have to treat as though nothing has happened...

sometimes i wonder why i have to endure all the blows to my life...

sometimes i wonder why i cant be happy like a small boy...

sometimes i wonder why i have to face all the heartache and pain and stress...



sometimes i wish i can leave everything behind and just hide in an unknown corner in the world...