addict + escapist + workaholic...

the pain never seem to go away...

the tiredness seems to stay...

it's been in my head for so long til i forgot when it started...

the tiredness is always there no matter how much i rest...

panadols and no-doz plus have been part of my daily diet...



i'm slowly becoming an addict...

everyday i live on pills and tablets...

to ease the pain in my head...

to keep me awake...

to keep me working...

to keep me occupied...

to take up all my time...

so that i dun have time to think...

dun have time to miss anyone...



im a workaholic...

i bury myself in my work...

i neglected every1...

Her...

family...

friends...

every1 but myself...



i curse myself for working so hard...