heavy heart...

it's weighing down on me...

i thought i have come to terms with it...

i never know seeing her again has such great impact on me...

time seemed to stop at that very moment..

i have so many things to say...

but i just got tongue-tied when i see her...



going to valley park to collect my stuff was easy...

leaving was difficult...

each step i take drains my energy...

i told myself not to look back... not to look back...

but i failed...

i stopped at the gate and turned my head...



sadness filled my heart...

the place where we have many happy and sad memories...

the place we fight...

the place we hug...

the place we kissed...

all these are all things of the past...

all i can do now is reminisce...



i wonder when can i get to see her again...

when will i get to hold her hands again...

after i grad...?

maybe never...

i dunno...