self deceived...

nites are still long...

still cold...

still lonely...

i thought i have gotten over it...

but it hasn't...

what's meant to be is meant to be...

let time heal the wounds...

how long it's gonna take...?

i dunno...



all this while im just deceiving myself...

it hurts...

but i pretend it's not...

it stings...

but i just take it as an itch...



this mask...

is choking me...



suffocating...