too many things... too little spaces...

i have so much thoughts...

so much feelings...

but no where to let it all out...

person whom i can confide in are away from me...

people around me now are simply unreliable...

i hate this place...

it costs me everything...

it's simply not worth it at all...



this is the answer to the question that had been lingering in my mind...

IT IS NOT FUCKING WORTH IT ...



i feel so terrible here...

not a single day was i smiling...

chains of events kept happening...

clouds of unhappiness hangs around my head...



im so helpless here...

so helpless...

im such a useless bum...



my brother was right...

grades aint everything...

it's not worth spending so much time and so much money here...

the money could have been put to better use than to spend it on a useless bum like me...



i'm sorry ...

i have allowed personal feelings affect everything and everyone...

i'm sorry if i have let u all down again...