confused...

but im confused...

i wonder how she feels about all these...

does she still have feelings...?

or have they died...?



she asked if im gonna look for her after i grad...

she is always askin me this...

is it just to make me feel good or does she meant it...?



she said she's playful...

i admit i'm playful too...

and i have played around too much...

time to do some self-reflection...



another 1.5 years to go...

not too long... not too short...

sucks...



i have many frens who broke up with their spouses...

only to come back after some years later and got married...

i wonder if my story is gonna be the same...



is my story gonna have a fairy tale ending...?

or had the story ended...?



i wish it's not the latter...