the emptiness within...

emptiness...

the perfect adjective to describe me...

it's how im feeling all along...



1.5 years had past but the sense of satisfaction is not there...

what the hell am i doing here...?

as day passes...

the reason became blurred...

for what am i doing here...?



architecture and decoration...

they seem the same to me now...

u dun need a fuckin degree to do decoration...



i dunno how to go thru the rest of it...

the rest of the 1.5 years...

the past 1.5 years is enuff...

it is enuff...



i cant take it anymore...

the pain...

the agony...

the suffering...



im a weakling...

i do nothing but whine all day....

im such a failure...