*focus focus focus*

i cant focus...

i tried so hard but i cant...

my mind keep wandering...



i wonder how you are now...

are you ok...?

have you eaten...?



happy and sad memories flood my mind...

overwhelming my focus on my work..

i can't work...

i can't sleep...

i can't eat...



why do i have to bring up such a stupid thing to say...?

i am so stupid...

i am so dumb...

i brought this upon myself...



i deserve all these...