"it..."

there it is...

lurking at the corner of the room...

waiting for a suitable time to strike...

waiting for the sun to hit the horizon...

waiting for me...

to be at my least defensive...




then it will strike hard...

strike deep...



right where i am at my most vulnerable...

right where i am at my weakest...



then "it" will slowly consume me...

from the inside...

tears me apart...

into pieces...



the strength that once kept me going is getting weaker...

the voice that encourages me from within is getting softer...

the fighthing spirit within me is dwindling...

since that day...



now... all that is left of me...

is just an empty shell...

alone...

lost...

scare...



time is all that matters...

before i fall...

before i succumb to "it..."