sleepless nite...

4.30am...

still awake... tired... but can't get to sleep... no big deal... it's not the 1st time anyway...

3 hours of looking at the notes... nothing went into my head = wasted time... wasted effort...

4.5 hours to crit... preparing to get machine-gunned... *helmet on... armour on...*

2.5 days to precedence deadline... 2.5 pages of report... 2.5 days to doom...

4 days of maggi mee + pizza + lack of sleep = 2kg lighter...

stressed...?

very...

my mood now...?

emotionally disturbed... physically exhausted... mentally tired...

consolation for the past week...?

1st taste of rice in 4 days...

"tomorrow will be a better day..."

"tomorrow will be a better day..."

i have heard this countless times but how often is it true...? maybe it's only applicable to some... but definitely not me...

seems like everyday just got more difficult... notes and reference materials piling up on my desk... deadline drawing nearer by the seconds... stress and tension building up in my head... and the headache which doesn't seem to go away... ARGH... *pops another panadol*

the project discussion doesn't seem to be progressing... the model is not building up... and the report still hasn't reach page 4... everything is scheduled to due next week... another 5 days left... help help...!

what on earth is happening...? lousy time management...? lousy working attitude....? or lousy teamwork...? or is it just me...?

i think i ought to spend more time on my work and self-reflection instead of whining away how wretched my life is or gonna get...

My Virgin Blog...

blog... blog... blog...

the 1st of many to come...

maybe...