Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Better in Time - Leona Lewis

Better in Time - Leona Lewis

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realise that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'ma be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'ma be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

[Chorus: x2]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

burnt out...

im totally burnt out...

im tired...

im exhausted...

im depressed...

im sad...

and my heart weighs heavily on me...


im sick of all these...

maybe i should just die...

it seems like a good way to escape from all these...


i wish i will just die off peacefully in my sleep tonight...

and the only regret i have is not being able to be by her side...

im sorry...

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

tired and depressed...

im totally depressed...

my work is taking a toil on me...

my failed relationship is bothering me...

family is worrying me...



life isnt exactly fantastic..

it's in fact going downhill...

im sick... im tired...



i dun wanna wear a mask everyday and pretend everything is fine...

inside i know everything is not...

im tired...

im depressed....