procrastinate...?

im such a procrastinator...?

on a scale of 1 - 10

i think i would rank myself 8...

a professional procrastinator i am...


there is always tomorrow is what i have been telling myself for the past 2 weeks...

but there isnt much tomorrow left considering sch starts on mon...


i think i really need to kick myself in the ass (dun ask how) to get some work done...

richard leplastrier and peter stutchbury will be joining us for tut next week loh...

i think i better get some sketches done up...


in case u dunno who they are...

go google...

homosexuality vs stupidity...

homosexuality is fine...

stupidity is not..



final verdict >

homosexuality 1 : 0 stupidity...

a day at nelson bay...

LJ + WD(gf) + KS + FL(gf) + me decided on a picnic today...

original intention was to be at some beach at nelson bay...

but the weather isnt on our side and had to switch to plan B...

which is dolphin watching at nelson bay itself...


the beginning of the ride was kinda boring...

boat riding while keepin a lookout for dolphins...

it was only the last 30mins of the 2hr ride before the 1st dolphins appear....


and they came in schools...

woohoo~~~

skipping outta water and other play stunts...


finale of the day's activitiy was at hog's breathe...

a steak house with alsolutely fabulous steak...

i ordered a hickory prime steak topped with bbq sauce...

medium rare of cost...


total damage for the day...

$18 (dolphin watching) + $30 (steak) + $10(petrol and sandwiches) = $58...

not bad lah...

considering the fun i had today...

:D

bad engrish...?

i think i write serious bad engrish in my blog...

i think i write better english in my reports...

i think i speak rather good engrish in daily life...

fuck...

something is wrong...

the one...

you love most...

hurts you deepest...

a whole new world...

i cursed the person who created the din this morning in my morning...

for each time the door slammed i cursed he/she dead...

til the extent when the noise becomes unbearable...

i decided to crawl out of my cool comfy bed to give the bastard a good tongue lashing...


but when i opened my bedroom door...

a whole new world appears before my eyes...

one that's probably been lost in time...

or perhaps never existed at all...


the soft lemon fragance in the air...

the smooth yellow parquet on the floor...

the the the... everything is so in place...

it just look so "wrong"...


i walked to the kitchen...

what greeted my eyes stunned me...

a clean, neat and grease-free kitchen...

rubbish-free...

everything... that don't belong in the kitchen were gone...

including the dead cockroaches XL killed EONS ago...


to make sure i'm already out of dreamland...

i decided to wash up...

what i saw in the bathroom almost gave me an heart attack...


grime-free basin...

flith-free wc...

pubic-free floor tiles...

shiny tub...

even the wall tiles were glittering...


to be sure i don't mess up the bathroom again...

i brushed my teeth with extra caution...

making sure all the foam doesn't drip all over the place...


that LJ oso very cb 1...

his friend Wendy is supposed to be here for a holiday loh...

instead... she became a maid... specially flown in from KL somemore... wtf...

doing all the dirty job which should be done by us (LJ,XL and ME)...

but i have no complains lah...



afterall... what's been done cannot be undone... :D

home sick...

suddenly i feel like goin home...

wtf...

a quiet nite... part II...

it's another quiet night...

i dunno why.... but i seem to enjoy it...

enjoying the peace and the quietness...

enjoying the sound of silence...



quiet is good...

it allows me to focus better...

a lot better...

it allows me to think clearly too...



yes...

think...

a quiet night... no more...

monents ago...

the night was a quiet scene...

moments later...

lightning rode across the skies...

thunder roared behind the clouds...

and trickle of rain fell from the heavens...


unpredictable...


just like life itself...

a quiet night...

it's a quiet night...

xueling is sleeping...

lih jye is sleeping...

only the chriping of the insects...

and the rustling leaves sounded through the night...

it's so peaceful and soothing...

hope this peacefulness will last...

weird email add...

weird dreams hound my mind every nite...

had 1 yesterday that brings back memories...

in it was a weird email add...

and is a fucked up email add...

mf&kf@hotmail.com...

i wonder why is it m...

cold...

it's a fricking 16degrees nite...

fricking cold...

my only heater is in XL's room...

i thought she might need it more than me...

damn... im wrong...

i need it just as much as she needs it...

fuck...

maybe i should sneak up onto her bed tonite and keep warm..

wait...

it's 4.36am now...

not much of a nite left...

considering the the sun is gonna rise slightly after 5am...

Best RPG - Final Fantasy II

i think the best RPG game i ever played would be Final Fantasy II by Squaresoft...

although it's a 1991 game...

it's one of the very few RPGs with a storyline that touches my heart...

the OST is fantastic too...

think i need to dl the OST from the net...

IT'S FUCKING GOOD...

i remember it took me a month to finish it last time...

but now...

it took me 3 days...!!

im fucking good...

so buey on 1...

nabehz...

fucking holidays liao...

jio people go holiday oso so difficult...

cb...


ME: go perth leh... nv go before...

XX: huh... perth ah... dun wan lah.. boring leh...

ME: then go canberra see see look look...

XX: see parliament ah... dun wan lah...

ME: go tasmania...?

XX: there got nothing to do 1 lah... scenery only...

ME: u cheebye...


knn 1... plan for those still hiam this n that... ccb...

worse comes to worse...

i backpack ALONE...!!!

as if i nv do that before..

PUI...

melb pics...

i still miss u so much...

miss those times in melb...

those pics...

brings back memories...

semester fees...

AU$8.7k...

for semester fees...

fuck...!!!

hurts me deep deep to see all the money go out...

dui sim gua...

nbcb...

dreams... dreams... dreams...

too much blood and gore...

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loneliness...

when loneliness sets in...

all elses turns cold...

swing...?

it's a bad day...

just dun feel too good...

no mood to do anything...

no mood to eat and other stuff...

dun feel too comfy...

songs songs songs...

some songs just bring back memories...

though i tried hard to resist the sadness..

they still overwhelm me...

moving on sometimes is just so diff...

my 1st million before 30...

a business idea just struck me...

how to make my first million before im 30...

call me a dreamer...

laugh your guts out

but yah...

having dreams is good...

living your life without a dream is the equivalent of not living at all...

wait.. before i forget...

let me note my ideas in my 555 notebook...

*scribble scribble scribble*