Bread - If...

Bread - If...

If a picture paints a thousand words...
Then why can't I paint you...
The words will never show the you I've come to know...
If a face could launch a thousand ships...
Then where am I to go...
There's no one home but you...
You're all that's left me too...
And when my love for life is running dry...
You come and pour yourself on me...

If a man could be two places at one time...
I'd be with you...
Tomorrow and today... beside you all the way...
If the world should stop revolving spinning slowly down to die...
I'd spend the end with you...
And when the world was through...
Then one by one the stars would all go out...
Then you and I would simply fly away...

. . . . .

perspectives...

it's weird how people look at the same thing with diff perspective...

some people look from within the box...

some people look from outside the box...

and there are some who dun even know where's the box...



derrick is one that looks from within the box...

he is always... y not we follow this n follow that...


darren is the one that looks from outside the box..

he is always... goin in the opp direction....


xueling is one that who doesnt even know where the heck is the box...

she is always.... huh huh huh... do this ah... orh...



me...?

i dunno where i stand...

maybe one leg in the box...

the other outside the box...



precedent analysis is a perfect example of how we view things...


derrick prefers to go by the book...

and do watever is needed...

superficial views at times...

stubborn thoughts often...


darren is always the question mark and thought provoker...

prompting questions to spur our thoughts...

questioning what would we do in tat situation...

and but unable to give his opinion...


xueling is not totally blur or useful in the project...

at least at times she does make useful suggestions...

or rather interesting thoughts...

though it doesnt happen often...


im more like the...

why not we look at it from this perspective...? is it possible...?

take a step back and look at the bigger picture...

and are we going off track with this...?



then again...

these are what i thought...

my perspectives...

endless winter nites...

unexceptally cold and lonely winter nite...



chills the spine...

chills the heart...



lonely...

national library...? piece of architecture...? or waste of $$$...?

went into forums today and read abt the national library thread...

got me all DU LAN...

knn...

government spend $600m on the "durian" and got singapore on the world map ppl oso du lan...

government spend $200m on the library and got singapore on the world map again ppl oso buey song...

if u ppl are so good... then do something and get singapore on the map again...

bloody hell... ALL TALK and NO ACTION...



in my honest opinion...

i think the new national library is a piece of architecture...

the $200m was worth spending...

(though i can do the same with just a $100m budget *blush*)



y cant some people just take a step back n look at the bigger picture...

it's not just the library alone...

it's what's around the library too...

the esplanade... the museum and stuff...



frankly speaking...

i find some of the comments in the thread shallow and hilarious...

not to mention childish too...



i dun mean to say what i feel is correct...

but i just feel that it is not too correct to force their judgement on other people's decision...

before they even know the rational behind everything...

fallen in love... nyuu...

i have fallen in love again...



it's been quite a while...

since i had tat long lost feeling...

elfen lied (meaning elven song)...

is my latest love...



this anime is probably one of the best i ever seen...

OST... AVIs... Wallpaper... Screensavers...

u name it i have it...



beautiful ger...

voluptous figure...

sexy voice...

pretty character

artistic nudity (not hentai please)...

blood and gore...

tears and heartache...

in a love story...

with a twist...



haiz...

i swear to God...

if ever i find a ger like nyuu aka lucy (main female character)

i promise to be good...

and be home in time for dinner + soup...



never will i fool around again...

the unexpected call...

25 july 2005 @ 10.38pm...



i received a call from some1 i believe would never call me again...

my heart almost skipped a beat when i hear her voice...

it was Her...



i could instantly recognize the usual chirpy "hello..."



she sounded so happy...

and of coz im glad to know she is well and happy...

wat else could be better than to know the 1 u love is happy...



and i hope she will remain that way...

money... money... money...

it's always about money...

no matter where we go...

wat we do...

we have to consider our budget...

this is esp true for people like me...

people from average families...

people from not so well off families...



sherry...

a rather close fren of mine in newcastle might not be coming back next year...

coz her family is having difficulties supporting her education here...



there goes another good fren...

1 less familiar face i see in studio...

1 less familiar face i see on the net...



our conversation abt our education here reminds me of many many stuff...

the loan i had to pay the bank...

the gratitude i had to return to my parents and siblings...

the encouragement and support my friends had showed me...

the warmth and love that still exist in this decaying society...




if only the world isnt so realistic...

if only the world isnt so materialistic...

if only the world would be a little kinder...

if only the world would be a little more compassionate...

if only...



call me childish...

call me immature...

call me anything u like...



but this is how i perceive the world...



cold...

stone hearted...

uncompassionate...

unkind...

the list could just go on and on...

if only my sub-standard vocab permits...



i pray...

i wish...



the world be a little more accomodating to people like me...

like sherry...

and others who are ladened with a loadful of financial burdens...

NKF chant...

thought this was kinda funny...

福建民谣:

有个杜莱真老兰
六十万元作无兰
被判不对还兰兰
样子不知西密兰
踢他出去干那兰
如今不敢再怪兰
名字改成真度兰
最好改行去甘兰

it's a 'wonderful' friday...

the 1st fri...

the 1st weekend...

pretty boring day...

was the usual again...

project discussion from morning to evening...



followed by a freak science experimental dinner...

courtesy of my wonderful housemate...

xueling... the gourmet... the chef...



example of good food = deep fried chicken...

example of bad food = deep fried chicken in COFFEE SAUCE...

wat the fuck...



i have heard of coffee cakes... drinks... sweets etc...

but who the hell have heard of chicken in coffee sauce...

even the soup have a tingy coffee thing...

maybe there is... but...

okok.. blame it on my ignorance...

blame it on my 井 底 之 蛙ness...




anyway the end result = an upset stomach...

i shall not go into the details on what came out thru the rear exit...

it is just not pleasant...

in shape n smell...

the hidden heroine...

i think her name deserves to be mentioned...

the hidden heroine that had been there...

from the beginning of the year til now...



the encouragement from her... when im down...

the company from her... during the late nites...

the conversation with her... when i'm lonely...

made me feel better when im in aus...



she took away the weariness...

she took away the loneliness...

she took away the pain...


thank you alicia...

i appreciate all you have done for me...

school re-opens...

sianz...

life is boring back here...

i can't describle how fucking sianz im here...



received the 1st assignment today...

and expected...



it's due next week...

and the week after...

and the week after...

and fuck...!!!

it's almost everyweek...



i'm so fucking depressed now...

fuckin tired and fucking hungry...

8pm...

still in sch...



FUCK...!!!

move on...

some things in life are just not worth hanging on to...

move on...



there is always some1 better out there...



maybe she is just beside me...

or maybe she is...



found...?

or founded...?

借口 - 周杰伦

翻着我们的照片
想念若隐若现
去年的冬天
我们笑得很甜

看着你哭泣的脸
对着我说再见
来不及听见
你已走得很远

也许你已经放弃我
也许已经很难回头
我知道是自己错过
请再给我一个理由
说你不爱我

就算是我不懂
能不能原谅我
请不要把分手当作你的请求
我知道坚持要走是你受伤的藉口
请你回头
我会陪你一直走到最后

就算没有结果
我也能够承受
我知道你的痛
是我给的承诺

你说给过我纵容
沉默是因为包容
如果要走
请你记得我

. . . . .

chill out...

it's been a while since i last hang out with darry... kelvin and frens...

went on a makan spree...

1st was sakae sushi then burger king...

loiter for a while at cineleisure before we decide on a game of pool...



took a while to warm up before i thrash darry 8 : 2...

like i told him just now...

complacence gets you nowhere...

and he proves me rite...

always...

"advance booking..."

mr ho, the deputy director or JGP made an advance bookin of me...

he was quite please with my performance over the past month...

and he asked me to join their firm when im back...

either in the coming dec... or after i grad...



initially he asked if i could extend my employment period in JGP...

but when i replied with a no...

coz term is starting soon...

and he gave a disppointed face...

so he guaranteed me a perm job when im back...


1st was Belt Collins...

2ndly was Chua Ka Seng...

now it's JGP...

i wonder if it's a commmon practice for employers to make advance booking...?

so they could save the hassle of employing...?

or is it because they have faith in me...?



but whether or not to take up the offer im still not sure...

it's still early to make a decision...



i was really thinkin of joining SCDA...

they really have a very strong design foundation...

and that is what really interests me...



but whether or not they will accept me is another issue...

rollerblade... rollerblading... rollerbladed...

been quite a while since i last bladed...

met some new frens...

funny and interesting...



spent the whole afternoon blading...

now boths legs are wobbly...

then went to play pool...



haiz...

no mood to blog...

too tired too blog...



the point in this blog is...

i enjoyed myself greatly today...

both rollerblading + pool...

what's the fucking problem...?

i think the whole family is biased...

n fucking stupid too...



they would rather believe the whole fucking world then fucking believe me...

what's the fucking problem with them...?

got home only nag n nag...

probe n probe...



u asked a fucking question...

i gave a fucking answer...



if u dun fucking believe me...

then dun fucking ask me...



and stop watching too much TV and start to move yr butts...

happy birthday to YOU...

happy birthday to YOU...

happy birthday to YOU...

happy birthday to YOU~~~~~

happy birthday to YOU...



祝你生日快乐...

祝你生日快乐...

祝你生日快乐~~~~~

祝你生日快乐...



enjoy...

disillusioned...

maybe this industry isnt wat im really looking at...

things aint the same as i expected...

it's always about money money n more money and not the people's needs...

where's all the design and stuff...?

where's all the ethnics...?



im so disillusioned...



now i know why some firms make it big...

and why some remain where they are...

disappointment...

sad and disappointed...

just a waste of time and effort...