stress....

i have been rather quick tempered recently...

the reason is probably because of the stress im having now...

from work, finances and relationship...

and to add on, the lack of a quiet environment to relax and calm my mind...

have not been sleeping well too... be it weekdays or weekends...




i need a quiet place...

to relax... to think... and to calm down...

before i lose my insanity...



or have i already lost it...?

when the whole world crashes down on me...

they say guys can only be bothered by 3 things...

1) family...

2) relationship...

3) career...


and yes...

im facing all these at this time...



and when i have my gf to be my emotional support, we broke up...

when i thought i have enough money to start something i like...

the bill came...

and when i thought things at home is good...

it wasnt...

done undone...

when things that shouldnt be done, done...

when things that should be done, undone...



i give up...

shitty week...

it's a shitty week whereby relationship, work and finances goes wrong...

what is exactly wrong...?

is it me...? or external factors...?





i never seem to know...